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Sunday, March 26, 2006. Youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prints of its handlers. Some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair. You never understand how destructive blogs can be, till a loved one starts putting everything they can never tell you, into one. It freaking hurts to read blogs, sometimes. I hope this year goes well. Cause if it doesn't, that's the end of trying. This year, I have a gold bag, no school uniform, and . p...
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Friday, May 12, 2006. Someday, somewhere, somehow. It's amazing how the initially gradual slip escalates rapidly into a full fledged race headed straight for the deepest pits. I feel the signs. I can see it coming. Still, there's nothing I can do about it. I'm out of the running. That much has been decided. Feeling pretty sore about it, but there's nothing I can do about it, not anymore. Talked to a few people, but have only the slightest clue as to how things turned out so horridly wrong.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005. They didn't mean a thing. It suddenly struck me that I'll be flying off at approximately the same time as last year. If I do. I feel like I've been taken for a ride. A long journey roundabout, coming back to the same point, over and over. They won't be getting the divorce after all. I won't be going home. I won't be staying around either. So it's either going overseas, or moving out on my own. I don't even know what's good for me anymore. AnRu reminisced at 5:18:00 PM. Seems ...
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Saturday, July 30, 2005. A book I picked up in the library yesterday, while waiting for training to start. To be honest, it wasn't the title that caught my eye. It was the color of the cover. Just all black, white and grey. And a blurry picture of a little boy looking utterly lost. I think the boy turned out to be mentally challenged. I'm not absolutely certain, because I didn't get through much of the book. Didn't like the way it was written - a narration from the father's point of view. Definitely time...
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Sunday, October 29, 2006. Then you go and spoil it all by saying something stupid, like, I Love You. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them. Dream what you want to dream; Go where you want to go; Be what you want to be; Cos you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. Enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. I think this is what you wanted to say. I got the message. Thanks.
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Saturday, June 03, 2006. We have shared our morning days. And gone through all rainy nights. Even in the darkest of nights. Stars still light up our way. Tomorrow is a beautiful dream. A dream that will be fulfilled. Cross the bridge of rainbow. In search of the hope. Farewell then. Thank you for the memorable times. Maybe our paths will meet someday, somewhere, sometime. But I have my rainbows waiting; you have your hills to climb. I am sorry. AnRu reminisced at 12:06:00 PM. Tell Me Your Lies.
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Thursday, November 18, 2010. Someone like you, someone like me. I couldn't do it. So I took a cold shower instead. There, with the water in my face,. You're not as harsh -. Ending in a hiss. You're just rushing water in my ears. Blood in my head. I couldn't do it. So I took a cold shower instead. I watched my veins pop, turn purple. Watched the color go from my face. I'm going to do it. I'm going to turn off the shower. But you will be harsh again. Like knives that refuse to cut. And still you're there,.
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Friday, October 28, 2005. Fired my boss on my first day at work. Thinking about things not much compatible with my age. I can't say much. I need some privacy to sort out my thoughts, to put them in words, and to put it in here. I might start keeping a journal, and shut this down instead. No more computer, no more internet for me. And no money. I need to find another job soon. And figure out what else needs to happen after that. AnRu reminisced at 11:23:00 PM. Saturday, October 15, 2005. Tell Me Your Lies.
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