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The Deep End Of The Pool: August 2008

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Saturday, August 23, 2008. Dating, Sex and Singleness. I have no reason to complain.and this isn't really a complaint.more just thoughts written down. Here I am almost 22. After a little struggle and much procrastination, Ive figured out a plan for my life. Well maybe not my entire life, but at least this part of it. So all in all.I'm moving in what could be considered a positive forward motion right? So why do I still feel so restless? Nothere isn't I guess.I suppose they a...

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The Deep End Of The Pool: May 2008

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Saturday, May 31, 2008. Is anyone else finding the presidential campaigns as humorous as I am? Seriously.You just cant make this stuff up. Just ask Hillary, shes already tried. Lets review whats happened so far. Ahhhh but I digress. Well not according to the camera crews who were following her on this trip. Footage showed an entirely different version of the events.Hillary's landing was not only a peaceful one but she was greeted on the tarmac by a small child. Of co...And If th...

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The Deep End Of The Pool: March 2008

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Sunday, March 30, 2008. ALL Women Do It? After all I'm not their Mother or their Minister.and its not my job to judge them or fix them. If they want my opinion on what it is they are doing.then they will get it. They wont like it, but they will indeed get it. Which is probably why they don't ask. The answer is I cant. So what happens when you say "But, that's them.I'm not like that"? You have to have respect for yourself if you want others to have any respect for you. right?

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The Deep End Of The Pool: January 2010

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Friday, January 01, 2010. Q) What do you get when you cross a strong willed perfectionist with an alcoholic substance abuser? A) You get a child who is never satisfied with anything she does. who never feels quite good enough.who bends over backwards to pacify and please others. I spent my Christmas alone this year. By my own choice. I know.I shouldn't even be allowed to complain right? But do they ever once ask me why I'm not there? Whats happening that keeps me away? So this y...

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The Deep End Of The Pool: August 2015

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Monday, August 03, 2015. I do not condone or advocate violence. I'm never going to suggest raising a hand or weapon to another living thing is the best way to solve any problem. But the difference between aggression and defense is intent. And if all other options at resolution have failed and you can not walk away.I do not suggest you lie down and passively accept brutality from others. Sunday, August 02, 2015. Read, Research, Educate YourSelf. Why aren't we looking further?

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The Deep End Of The Pool: March 2012

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Saturday, March 31, 2012. RAINNwhich stands for Rape, Abuse, Incest National Network has stated that someone is sexually assaulted every 2 minutes. Just think about that for a minute.EVERY two minutes. And while I suppose the majority of the victims are females.they aren't always.nor are they always adult. I thought I would be many things in my life.a statistic was not one of them. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Anti-Gravity: The Pull of a Mountain. Pictur...

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The Deep End Of The Pool: How Did I Get Here?

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Friday, June 08, 2012. How Did I Get Here? If you know anything about me at all from past posts, then you know I'm an over thinker. I'm a planner, with lists and semi organizational tendencies. I do on occasion have spurts of spontaneity. But those are usually more well constructed and planned out. This was not. Because I was genuinely and literally running away. Want to live in this skin any more, because I felt repulsive and repugnant to myself. I had that feeling twice. G...

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The Deep End Of The Pool: July 2008

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Monday, July 28, 2008. The Separation Of Church And Sex. I admit its been a while since Ive been to church. So its quite possible things have changed a bit since my last visit. I was raised mostly by Southern Baptists who as a rule frown on any type of activity that might be considered fun. Which pretty much rules out everything except for the occasional fried chicken dinner. These people obviously aren't Southern Baptists). Do I hear an amen on this one? And so on and so on.

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The Deep End Of The Pool: February 2010

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The Deep End Of The Pool. Tuesday, February 23, 2010. Maybe it's a sign. The rain has stopped and the air is cool but comfortable. The sky is this vivid cloudless blue and the air smells fresh and clean. It's a good day and when I left school instead of going home I just kept going. Out of the city in no particular direction or destination.I just drove. It felt good. The window down, the music on and just leaving all the familar landmarks behind me. I honestly don't know, but what I do know is that today...