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My Own Bipolar Kerfuffle | Thought Broadcast
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A Psychiatrist's Thoughts – Straight To Your Head. The Carlat Psychiatry Report. The Carlat Child Psychiatry Report. The Carlat Behavioral Health Report. My Own Bipolar Kerfuffle. I have a confession to make. I don’t know what “bipolar disorder” is. And as a psychiatrist, I’ll admit that’s sort of embarrassing. Okay, maybe I’m exaggerating when I say that I don’t. When we use that term. I recognized this problem only recently in fact, just last month, as I was putting together the July/August issue of the.
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Missing | My Voice Awoken
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Poetry, Short Stories and Ramblings. April 21, 2012 in Poetry. I looked around for you today. You were hidden from my sight. I wanted you to talk with me. Until daylight turned into night. I used to feel your presence. Though you were never really here. Your strength kept me going. As your love dried each new tear. I am the author of your undoing. The fault is mine to bear. If only I could bring you back. But life is not often fair. Someday when I have made a change. Taken stock of each new day.
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Bleached BlondE Beach Babe: Sick lepard at the Bottom of the Pool
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Bleached BlondE Beach Babe. Sick lepard at the Bottom of the Pool. When we saw the spots on the big cat it was so exiting. He looked so wild and exotic. But he was very groggy and sleepy. The guys found him at the bottom of a pool where he was living. I didnt know cats could live under the water. They brout him in to her the bed room. He was to sleepy to look at all of us admiring him. He didnt notice us at all. He is very beautiful. He sleeps a lot. Pretty Beach Babe Bev Bev. Monday, December 30, 2013.
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: If I Were The Female, I'd Be Jane
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Tuesday, March 13. If I Were The Female, I'd Be Jane. I keep a half dozen books in the toilet, mostly old autobiographies I've picked up real cheap. That is the passage that helps me get back to sleep. I imagine in my weary brain that I have my own Shelly, who lovingly pops me a sleeping pill seeing that I'm miserable in my poverty and my desperation. Somehow, this helps me sleep most nights and when it doesn't I have other favorite pages of other books. My nephew ...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: August 2011
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Saturday, August 6. Having a bad time. The whole month of July brought me so many troubles. Too depressed to really focus on anything. The major factor was that I brought Mitzie to a groomer because of tangles in her hair. I wanted her to get a good haircut mainly. She's a tiny Yorkie with very fine hair and I like to keep her hair longer cause that's her at her cutest. She threatened to remove my Mitzie from my custody {something I could not live with}. America is...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: March 2012
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Tuesday, March 13. If I Were The Female, I'd Be Jane. I keep a half dozen books in the toilet, mostly old autobiographies I've picked up real cheap. That is the passage that helps me get back to sleep. I imagine in my weary brain that I have my own Shelly, who lovingly pops me a sleeping pill seeing that I'm miserable in my poverty and my desperation. Somehow, this helps me sleep most nights and when it doesn't I have other favorite pages of other books. My nephew ...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: atrial fib
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Wednesday, February 29. My parents planned for me to go to college. Do you remember those pins they'd sell at school? Send a mouse to college. We children fell for that, of course. We believed that with 5 cents, we'd be sending a mouse to get a degree. I just looked on the www and sheesh, that goes back a long way. Feeling old. The mice were really being sent to the lab to get tortured, but seeing the mice in caps and gowns. Where I was more or less blind. The guy ...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: January 2011
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Wednesday, January 26. After my 2nd discharge from the hospital(I was re-admitted for being unable to sleep). I had complained of insomnia during admission to the nurses, who failed to inform the docs. So the 2nd admission, I got another MRI. Of the brain(doc noted it to be "acutely normal")I got another EEG. The electrodes are "glued" to the scalp with some gooey white stuff. After discharge, I began thinking my neighborhood was getting much worse. I was taking Se...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: surprise from granny?
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Tuesday, October 11. Granny's house is so far off the road and so isolated. The place drives me nuts. I go there and stare. There's dust all over. Granny was a great cook and a big reader, but wasn't big on cleaning and I don't blame her for keeping the place a little messy. Hmm it's more than a little messy, but that sounds nicer. Granny's is like Yale, huge and drafty. With very high ceilings. The last time I lived there, I felt so desperate and lonely. Or maybe ...
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the guy in the blue silk taffeta dress: unemployment and idle thoughts
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The guy in the blue silk taffeta dress. Tuesday, January 3. Unemployment and idle thoughts. I called my ma on the phone for a holiday greeting. She sounded cold.She's angry because I haven't found any work. Finally she said " You better wisen up boy! And stop talking silly.". I've heard that over and over from pa, my ma and even granny. I knew I had exhausted her patience. And ended the call. I have gotten lazy. Being unemployed. I miss waking up, showering, brushing my teeth all because I HAD too. The f...
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