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Out of the ash. Sunday, April 26, 2009. Crying is for whimps! Here, at my parents, I relive my childhood. It is like I'm stuck in a karmic loop. How do I break free? The answer, as cheesy as it may seem is love. Totally selfless love. I don't think anyone has loved me like that except for my mom when I was a baby. Friday, April 10, 2009. Thursday, December 18, 2008. I have tried to wake up from these dreams, but can't. I'm usually in a very deep sleep and it is a real effort to pull myself out of them.

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Out of the ash. Sunday, April 26, 2009. Crying is for whimps! Here, at my parents, I relive my childhood. It is like I'm stuck in a karmic loop. How do I break free? The answer, as cheesy as it may seem is love. Totally selfless love. I don't think anyone has loved me like that except for my mom when I was a baby. Friday, April 10, 2009. Thursday, December 18, 2008. I have tried to wake up from these dreams, but can't. I'm usually in a very deep sleep and it is a real effort to pull myself out of them.

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Out of the ash: Coming out of the chaos

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Out of the ash. Saturday, August 16, 2008. Coming out of the chaos. I got over one hundred responses, but I never followed up on any of them. I guess it was enough for me to know that I could find someone. I have now decided that I don't want just anyone. . . For me, that "hole" wasn't seeking god either, it was seeking me. I still seek me. I'm closer than I was before, but that sort of connection with one's self takes a long time to cultivate. August 16, 2008 at 10:37 PM. Coming out of the chaos.

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Out of the ash

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Out of the ash. Friday, April 10, 2009. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Crying is for whimps! The kids are gone for about 24 hours and I feel th. Looking for wild, unexpected adventures in the TX Hill Country. View my complete profile. It's a Brand New Day.

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Out of the ash: There is no place like home. . .

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Out of the ash. Sunday, November 9, 2008. There is no place like home. . . I feel so unwelcome here and all I want is for the girls and I to be a family. I've wanted for so long for our home to be a refuge. I dreaded moving in with my parents when it became apparent that I had to move out of our rental home. I felt this very real sense of impending hardship and heartache, but I had no other options at the time. Here is the email. I've changed the names to protect the kids. But I do believe that soon you'...

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Out of the ash: August 2008

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Out of the ash. Tuesday, August 19, 2008. It will be fun to succeed, but not the end of the world if I don't. What lies before me is an opportunity and an adventure, not a problem. I will aim to do the best that I can. I won't ruin the experience with perfection. I have as much right as anyone to try my hand at this. I am embarking without absolute certainty of all the facts and outcomes, and I'm okay. My focus is on development, not mistakes. What really, is the worst that could happen? A vice of knives,.

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Out of the ash: Crying is for whimps!

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Out of the ash. Sunday, April 26, 2009. Crying is for whimps! Here, at my parents, I relive my childhood. It is like I'm stuck in a karmic loop. How do I break free? The answer, as cheesy as it may seem is love. Totally selfless love. I don't think anyone has loved me like that except for my mom when I was a baby. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Crying is for whimps! The kids are gone for about 24 hours and I feel th. Looking for wild, unexpected adventures in the TX Hill Country. It's a Brand New Day.

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wabi sabi moments: January 2009

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009. It's a Brand New Day. Today is a brand new day. We stayed up all night to watch the inauguration. We soaked in the beautiful music played by classical music greats. We chuckled over the stumble over the oath. I teared up over the inaugural speech. We all watched history in the making today. I am so proud. Today we celebrate our nation and the new page it has turned! Tomorrow, we get to work. Links to this post. Wise words of others. Do you see that? Goodbye Mr. Bush. I'll be ...

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wabi sabi moments: October 2007

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Sunday, October 28, 2007. Play a game and feed the hungry! Play a game and feed the hungry.those 2 things don't usually make any sense together. But today they do, check out this site! Http:/ www.freerice.com. It's a word game where you pick the synonym of words. For every right word you pick the sponsors will donate 10 grains of rice to help fight world hunger. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it's an addictive little game, and rather quickly those grains add up. Links to this post. Because they w...

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wabi sabi moments: R.I.P. Eartha Kitt

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Saturday, December 27, 2008. Hard to believe the video clip below is from just two years ago. Eartha Kitt certainly maintained that sultry seductiveness through the years! Her passing on Christmas Day left me at a loss for words. No one will ever sing "Santa Baby" quite as well as she did. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Blogs I Read When I Should Be Doing Other Things. Vegetarian Lunch Ideas: One Sauce / Three Lunches. Ebony and ivory and harmony, oh my! Macros make the world go 'round (part 1).

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wabi sabi moments: December 2008

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Saturday, December 27, 2008. Hard to believe the video clip below is from just two years ago. Eartha Kitt certainly maintained that sultry seductiveness through the years! Her passing on Christmas Day left me at a loss for words. No one will ever sing "Santa Baby" quite as well as she did. Links to this post. Friday, December 5, 2008. How do you grow? There's a bougainvillea growing in my backyard. As spring has revived it the new growth has become so prolific that I can barely get our door open! Some of...

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wabi sabi moments: Bye Bye Bush!

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009. Do you see that? My "Bush's Last Day" counter is counting down the last few hours before the inauguration ceremony! I can't believe this day has come. Please let this be a peaceful day! I could write a long post about what I've thought of the last 8 years, but I don't have it in me anymore. There is too much work to do, both for our world, our nation, and my house. ;-) So instead, I'm just going to post a link to a game that really made me laugh today! Goodbye Mr. Bush. I mov...

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wabi sabi moments: May 2008

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Thursday, May 29, 2008. Hello, my name is Tiara. And I'm a chocoholic. Go on, laugh, but it's true. I have a major addiction and it gets worse by the day as I find more and more varieties of my drug of choice. In order of quality (the highest at the bottom, always end with the best.*wink*):. Bulk bin semi-sweet chocolate bits- I sprinkle a few of them on my oatmeal in the morning and suddenly I don't hate eating it quite so much! The addition of peanut butter makes it even better.*drooling*). You wouldn'...

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wabi sabi moments: That old melancholy feeling.

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Thursday, January 8, 2009. That old melancholy feeling. Tonight we booked one-way tickets to the US. In 5 weeks we'll be saying goodbye to New Zealand and starting anew somewhere in the States. I know I should be ecstatic about it, but I'm not. All I feel is this deep sense of melancholy. We've been planning to leave NZ since before I even moved here, but now the plans are so permanent and I find myself asking "Why are we moving? Apparently we do. What the fuck is up with that? I have an ENTIRE FLAT FULL...

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wabi sabi moments: August 2008

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Sunday, August 17, 2008. So I'm left with this.foreign body. It is. It's foreign. This is not me. I don't recognise it. I work so hard to nourish and care for my body and this is what I get? I got dressed quickly, grabbed the next size up, and got out of the store. Don't get me wrong, I love me, but I feel like I'm living inside a foreign country, and I'm not talking about New Zealand. Links to this post. Labels: fuck the world kind of day. My body hates me. Monday, August 11, 2008. I ran away from home!

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wabi sabi moments: July 2008

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Wednesday, July 9, 2008. In other news I decided to try taking a digestive enzyme supplement again. This one is totally different than the others that I've taken (and have made me ill). In addition, I'm taking a pre/probiotic with a pretty impressive composition, so I'm very happy with it too. I got them in the mail today so I've been taking them and things have been pretty peaceful, a nice change from yesterday and last night! Links to this post. Wednesday, July 2, 2008. Links to this post. My body once...

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wabi sabi moments: September 2008

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Sunday, September 14, 2008. Lessons learned the hard way. I took this picture standing in the brush that stretched along the beach. What do you suppose was running through my head? Wow, what an amazing view, I'm so lucky to be here soaking in this moment! When we saw the clouds moving in over the mountains start to glow pink I knew in the pit of my stomach I'd made the wrong decision. I could feel that "oh you stupid idiot! We never did find the "spectacular beach" of Westport. The road ended at a li...

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