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Friday, March 31, 2006. I don't know y i feel so hollow now. isn't that what i wanted? I dunno if u've read my email though. did i really said that i was leaving for sure? I can't be sure. but that's what i really wanted to tell u. i juz hope u get e right msg. ain't i suppose to feel happy that i finally tasted your blood on my sword? Perhaps i won e battle but lost the war. y am i grieving for a part of me that shld have been lost? Were u ever part of me? I stared down at my hands;. Stained w ur blood.
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Saturday, April 28, 2007. I'm going crazy. sucha fool for you. I'm going to be brave. Yeah right, shan's sucha wuss :(. Monday, April 23, 2007. Possession is not the only way to love someone, is it? Sunday, April 22, 2007. 2 real late nights in a row, my body feels screwd. My appetite's a mess, and so is my mind. Although i did get to spend the 2 nights with my friends. And EYE on 1 special girl for each night,. I just wish i could put everything down. And have a good rest. Friday, April 20, 2007. Karen'...
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Monday, June 25, 2007. There's my secret for you - signed, sealed and delivered. Mock me if you wish,. Leave, it's still not to late. We could never be anyway. Sunday, June 24, 2007. I need somebody or something to snap me out of this. It is just way too crazy. They are just words, right? I mean alphabets are free, who wouldn't use them? Tuesday, June 19, 2007. My absence, my silence, my escape is my biggest irresponsibility. Wednesday, June 13, 2007. Quién eres tú desconocida? Like a hurricane,. Your an...
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Monday, October 30, 2006. Goodness. proof-reading my essay is repulsive. =/. Sunday, October 29, 2006. Omg i lost my train of thought. my momentum of essay-ing. argh. chewing gums keeps me awake but it makes me hungry fast too (which is uh-uh), and i keep biting on e sides of my mouth! My mind just went off to random stuff again like contemplating whether i shld wash my pair of shoes which is falling apart but that's sorta my only pair of casual shoes. it has vomit. Saturday, October 28, 2006. Everyone, ...
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006. Daggers behind all those smiles. What do you want from me? I thought i was supposed to be a friend. N u shouldn't be treating friends as your stepping stones. Oh i get it. If i am one of those "friends" of yours,. One of those that you can get your way with. And dispose off easily after use,. Then you are so wrong. I won't fall for that hoax of yours. Conniving people like you. Make me wanna stay away from human. Cos there're simply too many of you. They don't mean anything to me;.
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Thursday, September 28, 2006. Life's somehow caught up with me. i don't know how come i feel so detached from the world, from everywhere, like i'm watching a never-ending film screening others' lives. i hear and see their stories, i cry and laugh with them; i could feel. what's my story? Monday, September 25, 2006. Nick Lachey - I Can't Hate You Anymore. An empty room can be so deafening,. The silence makes you wanna scream,. It drives you crazy. I chased away the shadows of your name,. We built it up,.
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Sunday, April 30, 2006. Each breathe i inhale now is shallow. It's taking a lot of courage,. A lot of strength. This is pure torture;. To live w the memories. And which e best i can do w it. Is to repress it. I can't slp anymore;. The anger and betrayal won't give my mind a rest. My dreams suffocate me,. N strip me of any sanity that's left. I'm too afraid to slp nw,. In fear of what e nxt nightmare may bring. It's all happening again. My soul chased away,. My life turned stagnant. Ryan Cabrera - Photo.
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Sunday, January 28, 2007. It's been a long wait,. And it has happened. That was what i really needed to hear. I never felt any better. Talking to the khngs always gets to me. they're just so straightforward, it can really hurt sometimes. Laur: i think carmen (L word) is not les in real life. HOW, HOW YOU KNOW SHE'S NOT? Laur: aiya can tell wan wat. Laur: as if you stand a chance. Ouch seriously that was uncalled for. Tuesday, January 23, 2007. Saturday, January 20, 2007. Friday, January 19, 2007. The par...
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006. Monday, June 26, 2006. I burn with thoughts. Thoughts that never rest. My mind shuttles between there and there. Bounded by walls that no one could get through. I try to stand on my worn-out soles. A fatal struggle to fight off my defeat. Whispers that echo in the lonely darkness of the night. I'm running as fast as i can. Bringing everything i hold dear to me. The weight that weighs. Binds me like an anchor. Like a criminal trying to erase traces of evidence. Why, why, oh why?
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Monday, November 27, 2006. Saturday, November 25, 2006. I'd say my values and principles are still the same. i know it looks wrong and bad but i think i deserve a little more credit and faith. avoiding is as good as running away, and you can't do that forever. why not face it and get over it? At least you would know yourself better; you have to cross the limit to know what is your limit right? So what if you find out that you are disgusting? Thursday, November 16, 2006. Tuesday, November 14, 2006. Not ex...
