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Dreams and False Alarms. Newer posts →. June 11, 2013 · 4:10 am. 8220;performance studies”. Reading the chapbook of the friend I miss the most and I realize I don’t know when to shut my mouth. The voice of my poems is the voice of my voice and it booms with obnoxious vibrato. I assembled a chapbook today. I applied to two jobs. I went to yoga. I made split pea soup. I can focus when I sleep and eat so much protein/am a protein machine. I don’t feel safe when I am writing a poem. Bull in all senses of bull.
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About Megan! | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. I currently live in Boise, Idaho, where I work as a caretaker and substitute teacher. I possess an MFA in Writing from Sarah Lawrence College. My poems can be found here. And are forthcoming here. 4 responses to “. March 5, 2008 at 12:21 am. February 28, 2009 at 6:03 pm. I love your site! Experiencing a slow PC recently? January 29, 2010 at 6:02 pm. Yo, megan, just wanted to let you know that i love reading your blog! May 19, 2010 at 6:32 am. I heart you/your words. Chloe's ...
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what’s the number according to whose measure? | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. Trust the Bunny Hutch & All–. Http:/ selfperformancewith.tumblr.com →. August 8, 2013 · 8:15 am. What’s the number according to whose measure? Look at me perform my sorrow! Than a dead rabbit. You should know. You built the scale. Or I did. Give you all the credit. Take it. Relate to it. I don’t know what my text messages mean. When I made terrible sexual decisions. But I left him in the bathroom. But I admitted that things are well, that I want this and I mean it. Maybe it will ...
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Trust the Bunny Hutch & All– | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. What’s the number according to whose measure? August 2, 2013 · 8:57 am. Trust the Bunny Hutch & All–. The problem is that I don’t want a job. I’m not qualified for anything that excites me. I want to sit around and talk to people about what they make and why they make it– about what is personal to them– the stories they tell about themselves. I can spend hours on Facebook fascinated by the profiles of strangers. I don’t know if there’s a job like that. He says “February? But one ...
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Gratitude | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. Gestures with Gorgeous (In)security. Next Post →. June 28, 2013 · 2:26 pm. I feel overwhelmed with a sense of gratitude right now and if I don’t express it I think I’ll burst but Facebook didn’t seem like the right platform (too much of a performance, not that this isn’t? I have a fridge full of fresh produce that a woman I love dearly grows largely on her own terms. I miss farming, being close to the land, that kind of intelligence. Gestures with Gorgeous (In)security. You are c...
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Dreams and False Alarms. Trust the Bunny Hutch & All– →. Don’t let yourself get seduced. I am seduced by the idea that anniversaries live in my musculature and that yoga today. Helped me work through the severing I endured last year, the breakup that thankfully changed. Everything. I was writing this in my head as J deepened my “happy baby” pose. I was generating/reflecting on how far I’ve come, as I’ve done intermittent dedication lately–. In the abstract, I’ve learned to set boundaries. I said. Guilty ...
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Breeding. | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. 8220;performance studies”. Gestures with Gorgeous (In)security →. June 16, 2013 · 9:28 pm. 8220;I feel like I didn’t know my father”. Is what I say about my dad more often than not these days. This begs the question “what does it mean to know someone.”. Of course I’ve written about this before, of course. Ritalin makes me weepy, or quicker to react to my emotions. I don’t have actions besides the settling of ashes somewhere in Pennsylvania. But I have pictures, too. The urge to r...
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Dreams and False Alarms. What’s the number according to whose measure? Http:/ selfperformancewith.tumblr.com. You can find me here now. November 15, 2013. Middot; 6:05 pm. What’s the number according to whose measure? Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. A Month at the Met.
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Gestures with Gorgeous (In)security | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. June 26, 2013 · 9:11 pm. Gestures with Gorgeous (In)security. D and I used to plan to move to Eugene. Like most of our plans, I mean this loosely– we used to dream, or I used to dream. We (I) based this dream off of hearing it would be the kind of place we would fit in–. We talked for hours this weekend, stuck in a car together. I have never enjoyed a road trip as much–. I’m not sure if my current-self is right, but that matter less. This past-self that I miss was ideal...You are...
