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Powaqqatsi: August 2012
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Sunday, August 26, 2012. Something has to change or I'm going to implode. Sunday, August 19, 2012. Now for the Legal. After unsuccessfully trying to get someone to "man up" for the past ten years and follow through with a promise to fix something that has affected me that long, I've decided to go the legal route and force the individual to do what is right. I will not "go away" until I am made whole again. Sunday, August 12, 2012. The beginning of Happiness. Friday, August 10, 2012. Now for the Legal.
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Powaqqatsi: Three years, Five months, and Twenty-six days.
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Tuesday, September 09, 2014. Three years, Five months, and Twenty-six days. This month, I feel more like myself than I have in the past three years, five months, and twenty-six days. In those 1,276 days, I have been through the following:. 1 Brain surgery and recovery. 2 Four new jobs. The latest is the most amazing! 3 Four broken hearts (although I think only three were intentional). 4 A legal battle (still unresolved). 5 A return to (and somewhat of a departure from) the Catholic church. 18Was gifted a...
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grieving sucks: April 2011
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Sunday, April 24, 2011. The margarita tour begins (Blue Agave). Saturday was the first of many, many fun margarita nights with Lauren. We are going to check out all kinds of mexican restaurants and rate the margaritas, chips and salsa. That's a lot for my lil old body! I want to hear dance music at the bar, not stupid wedding/DJ songs! It was...
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grieving sucks: the smallest of things...
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Tuesday, November 22, 2011. The smallest of things. Sometimes I amaze myself with how much I cry. I didn't know you could shed this many tears. June 16, 2013 at 3:22 PM. Beautiful. And good for you. :-). Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. One day at a time. A young widow's journey. The smallest of things.
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grieving sucks: March 2011
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Thursday, March 31, 2011. When it hits, it hits. AND, thank you to those who reached out to help me move. I greatly appreciate your offers and generosity. You know who you all are :) While I don't need help moving this time, I expect you ALL to come visit me at my new place to fill it with fun memories! Alright, well I wanted to post to get s...
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Powaqqatsi: December 2012
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Monday, December 31, 2012. So sick of the bullshit. Sunday, December 30, 2012. It's time for a pity party, at least that's what my brain is pushing for. Taking stock of 2012. Was in love at the beginning. Had my heart broken via FB in March. Reconnected with an old college friend in April. Met a guy I was crazy about in May. May-guy hurt my feelings in July. Was given a piano by college friend's parents. Cancer scare in July. Started dating the old college friend in August. Turned 32 in October.
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Powaqqatsi: October 2012
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Tuesday, October 30, 2012. I am not a violent person. I don't feel the urge to strike anyone (remember.I internalize everything.). I am only angry about how others treat me. When I set boundaries, people violate them. Not all people, mostly just the people I work with. I've decided that I don't want the people I work with to influence me anymore. I just need help figuring out how. To stop their influence. Any ideas? Sunday, October 28, 2012. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Powaqqatsi: The Tango
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Thursday, July 10, 2014. A year ago, after heartbreak, I devoted my typically boyfriend-oriented Friday evenings to something new: dancing the Argentine Tango. Since learning to "follow" a little more in my dancing life, I've applied that skill to a few other areas in my life with some success. Granted, finding love last fall didn't pan out with that man, it set me up to become more involved in some educational endeavors that have now placed me on track to a return to my teaching career. Joe Cwik dot com.
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grieving sucks: May 2011
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A raw, honest look inside the loss of my fiance and how my life will forever be changed. Denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat. Saturday, May 28, 2011. A sad day review. I want to make sure he's okay every single day! As I'm getting ready to attend my second funeral of the year, I cannot help but be reminded of my feelings on January 15th. Granted, I was on auto-pilot that day. Literally people telling me what moves to make and today I am not like that. To...I need to...