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my suicide notes: January 2006
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Sunday, January 29, 2006. I haven't forgotten about this blog. No, it's always in the back of my mind. I'm already lost. Nobody can find me. I can't even find myself in this whole big mess. The romantic in me always figured that I would be found once I found that perfect guy. The love of my life. My soul mate. The realist in me has figured out that it's never going to happen. Posted by the original penguin at 10:59 PM. Sunday, January 01, 2006. Stick around nostalgia won't let you down. I cried when he s...
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my suicide notes: December 2005
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Sunday, December 25, 2005. Whenever I hear the phrase, "Last Christmas", I automatically think of the song and mentally start singing along to it. This will be my last Christmas. Little do they know. I realize that my "date" with death will be before my birthday. I'm so close to turning 21 and yet so far. Not that it matters though, drinking and all. It's not all that it's cracked up to be. Movies and TV shows tend to exaggerate, of course. Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Can ever say that I ...
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my suicide notes: February 2006
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006. I've put it off for far too long as I thought I wasn't ready but I've begun research on my method of suicide. It's either down to overdosing on a massive amount of anti-depressants or KCN. Both are highly lethal. In the book I'm reading as a source, it says that 1 out of 10 or 20 attempted suicide is successful. My goal is to become that one success. Posted by the original penguin at 11:40 PM. Sunday, February 05, 2006. Posted by the original penguin at 10:42 PM. Stick aroun...