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Girl Found: May 2010
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I'm no longer a little girl. Thursday, May 20, 2010. Oh I don't know what's happening. We may move back, we may not. Still hoping that we will, still hoping that I'll get accepted to the nursing degree in February. As for right now, well everything is going okay. Looking forward to my 21st next month, to a possible holiday in the sun. I just had pancakes cooked for me by the one I love. what could be better? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Aripiprazole (Abilify) - 10mg.
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Girl Found: April 2010
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I'm no longer a little girl. Saturday, April 17, 2010. This time round money wouldn't be a problem, so that's one less thing to worry about - but my family are still there, and they still don't want me there - much less Will. I want to go back, I really do. I just can't if it means going through all the heartache again too. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Aripiprazole (Abilify) - 10mg. Lamotrigine (Lamictal) - 200mg. Paroxetine (Seroxat) - 30mg. Suicide and Self Harm HELP.
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Girl Found: May 2012
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I'm no longer a little girl. Tuesday, May 29, 2012. Can't believe that it's been over a month since I have blogged and also since I was discharged from crisis, attempted suicide and all that other junk. Since then I worked on getting better, I really did. But also I got a little idea. That something was wrong with my medication. I thought it was being tampered with to drug me up more than I already felt. So I stopped taking it, clever me. I will have to do this for the rest of my life. Suicide is a PERMA...
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Girl Found: December 2011
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I'm no longer a little girl. Monday, December 05, 2011. I wasn't going to blog tonight as William is out and Alfie asleep, I was going to have some 'me' time and watch a film whilst staring at the christmas lights. But then I read an article about pregnancy and bipolar, in it I read of all the risks to mother and baby when you factor in a bipolar mother. Still I continued with my medication - there were no defects to be found but I was still scared. I had never been so happy as when I saw William holding...
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Girl Found: Suicide
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I'm no longer a little girl. Monday, January 12, 2009. It's 5:30am - I haven't slept, and I'm not going to. A topic never far from my mind, the topic of a conversation I just had with the love of my life - perhaps a topic I touch on too much. They say that everyone has thought about it, or will think about it in their lives. I've lost dear friends, and the world has lost beautiful souls. I nearly lost myself, a few times. I don't have a lot to say, I just like to post what I think lately. Suicide isn't p...
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Girl Found: Dan Saff
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I'm no longer a little girl. Sunday, April 15, 2012. So I've been 'Down South' for the weekend, it wasn't a planned trip - I just realised about 40 miles outside Southampton that it was my Grandad's birthday today. (Later to be discovered, his 80th.). Me and my boys spent the evening in the city, had dinner and snuggled into a big bed for the evening. We woke up to a sunny morning and spent it in Winchester - shopping and eating and generally enjoying ourselves. Its a bit touchy middle child, sorry x.
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Girl Found: Hormonal
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I'm no longer a little girl. Sunday, December 09, 2012. I'm not sure how or what to write in this blog, because I haven't decided who can read it yet. Do I let Facebook know? Maybe I should just write for me, for a change. Get it all out. But on Friday I received a letter, a referral for the endocrinologist in 10 days time. It says on the letter that the referral has been so speedy because cancer is suspected. I'll be fine, I'm sure. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I'm Nikita and I'm whatever you wan...
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Girl Found: March 2012
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I'm no longer a little girl. Wednesday, March 14, 2012. I was talking to a friend last night about my little accident and he asked if it could have been prevented. This question really made me think. In the heat of the moment can self-harm be prevented? Or is it something which once you've made your mind up, it's going to happen no matter what? Monday, March 12, 2012. Things had been going so well. I made the transition from one anti-psychotic to another with limitless finesse - you'd think I'd done ...
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Girl Found: April 2012
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I'm no longer a little girl. Tuesday, April 24, 2012. I didn't know what to name this post, so I have left it without a title. Today I had felt better, had nothing but good things on my mind. Until this evening that is. We were watching a medical drama and suddenly my mind was full of thoughts of hospitals, and my last visit. Why was I there? Because I wanted to die. Why did I leave early? Because I wanted to live. How can that be? How can emotions change so quickly and suddenly? Sometimes I wish I had s...
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Girl Found: June 2011
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I'm no longer a little girl. Saturday, June 18, 2011. It's been a while since I ventured into the land of blogging, and up until now I haven't really missed it. I've missed the interaction with my followers but have enjoyed living life, and not just talking about it. But tonight is different. William is away on a camping trip, Alfie is in bed and I am left to my own devices. I have no-one to talk to in person, so I shall witter along to you. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Poetry is...