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it's a girl thing: April 2010
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It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, April 20, 2010. A Day of Promise. I awoke at 9:30 AM this morning, ready to get up and greet the day. It was an especially beautiful morning, too. Full of birdsong, cool dry breezes, and huge yellow butterflies dancing among the trees and grass, putting on a private spectacle purely for my wonder and enjoyment. With a few simple words, the hope and joy in my spirit, the promise of the day were crushed. Did I suddenly fe...
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it's a girl thing: Running To Nowhere
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It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, April 12, 2011. I'm tired. Slept until 3:30 PM. I know it's part depression, part exhaustion, too much running, not enough healing in between workouts, etc. When I awoke, I had a voice message from the HR person of the company I've now interviewed with twice for different positions. She said they had just posted another 30 hour position and I should apply for it right away. I feel like I'm on a hamster wheel. Update: Di...
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it's a girl thing: Heartsick
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It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, March 11, 2014. Still wide awake and so sad. It's 12:52 AM and I have to get up at 5:30AM. To get ready to go to a job that I'm beginning to hate. A job that saps my self-esteem and confidence. A job that makes me doubt myself, and makes me feel that I am worthless. I'm seriously thinking of calling in sick. After all, I'm sick at heart, sick in the bottom of my soul. So, it wouldn't really be a lie. The Edge of Sobriety.
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it's a girl thing: November 2010
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It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Friday, November 19, 2010. I'm leading our 5:30 meeting this afternoon. As usual, I'm putting WAAAAY too much thought into this - how I'm going to do it, what I'm going to do and say, what I should wear, whether I should I wash my hair, or if it would be good to take in some "visuals," etc., etc. ad nauseum. Please pray that I will be STILL and LISTEN for the words my HP wants me to speak. Wednesday, November 17, 2010. Baby, I'm...
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it's a girl thing: Prayers (Please!)
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It's a girl thing. One alcoholic's chronicle of the journey called recovery. Tuesday, March 25, 2014. Everything pretty much the same here. Had a few good days after seeing the doctor and getting on new meds, but today, I'm back to where I was. Supposed to follow up with her tomorrow, and probably will, given that I'm barely holding back the tears at work. Either that, or I'm sarcastic and sniping at my coworkers. So much easier to be angry instead of sad, but that just hurts everyone around me. I will s...
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May | 2015 | onesobercatholic
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We know that in everything God works for good with those who love him, who are called according to his purpose. – Romans 8:28. Monthly Archives: May 2015. Rain, Rain, and Rain. May 19, 2015. When I woke this morning, I grabbed my glasses and phone, as I always do. I opened the weather app on my phone and prayed for even one little sliver of sunshine in the forecast for the next five … Continue reading →. Insides v. Outsides. May 11, 2015. May 8, 2015. May 7, 2015. The lilacs actually bloomed this year!
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So many things.. | onesobercatholic
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We know that in everything God works for good with those who love him, who are called according to his purpose. – Romans 8:28. Effective September 1, 2015 →. July 30, 2015. I am seeing the retirement people today at 1:30. YIPEE! I am slightly afraid that I will find out there is no way on God’s green earth I can retire now. Even though I know that is not going to happen. I am gut wrenchingly scared. I pray all day long. I feel that God has led me here. But I am still frightened. July 30, 2015 at 6:11 am.
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Real Recovery: The Three Essential Basics For A Successful Recovery. The Second Basic Ingredient
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Real 12 Step Recovery. Real 12 Step Recovery, Getting and Staying Clean and Sober. Thursday, April 28, 2011. The Three Essential Basics For A Successful Recovery. The Second Basic Ingredient. Second Ingredient “THE 12 STEPS". Remember GOD does not make garbage. Thursday, April 28, 2011. July 23, 2015 at 12:42 AM. Very informative, keep posting such good articles, it really helps to know about things. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Amazon Contextual Product Ads. There was an error in this gadget.
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Real Recovery: 3/20/11 - 3/27/11
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Real 12 Step Recovery. Real 12 Step Recovery, Getting and Staying Clean and Sober. Saturday, March 26, 2011. Being An Authentic Person. Remember God does not create garbage. Saturday, March 26, 2011. Friday, March 25, 2011. To Thine Own Self Be True. Do you know that it is possible to become the President of the United States of America, or the Prime Minister of Canada without winning the actual popular vote? Remember God does not create garbage. Friday, March 25, 2011. Thursday, March 24, 2011. Serenity...
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Real Recovery: 3/27/11 - 4/3/11
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Real 12 Step Recovery. Real 12 Step Recovery, Getting and Staying Clean and Sober. Friday, April 1, 2011. Beware Early Recovery Complacency. Fourthly: You have to this point work hard and grown. You deserve the life that is happening for you at this point and more. This is why you need to bear down now for the work is not over, if you relax to much you will suffer dearly. Remember God does not create garbage. Friday, April 01, 2011. Thursday, March 31, 2011. Being Anonymous in Meetings. Oh no you didn't.
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