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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: Today
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Tuesday, August 25, 2009. Sweet, fruitful wishes. Enormous hopes and dreams. Simple prayers topped with . God has heard my cries. So who do I turn to next? The news of every one's. Problems is so minuscule to what's really going on. Have you tuned into the constant unfolding of this economy and the recent natural disasters of our earth? Much more, BIGGER than you/me. My Mom contemplating moving back home to assist in problem-solving. Give m...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: OneOaken (written on Thursday April, 8th)
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Tuesday, August 25, 2009. OneOaken (written on Thursday April, 8th). Full week's past of my detoxification. State I don't ever remember feeling this good, in this life. The hydrating waters that flow thru. Good scented Lil' Ol. Me, as I devour water bottle after water bottle or clear water glass after clear water glass have me feeling as clean a gym teacher's whistle. . Wine, the Valium. Pills, the vicodine. Voice) state @ times). Around Ch...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: Faded...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Tuesday, August 25, 2009. She's faded because her now and then thoughts of him have been jaded. Made into a form of she can't believe she has not yet made it. To his ♥ or close to it @ best. She begs to know what test will come next. Wonders, hopes, wishes all slated. No candles on the cake no wine in the glass. Just a situation tainted. Not knowing when she's actually going to be dated or dating or relationship related . Emily Blogs ♥.
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: Theres no place like Now...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Monday, June 15, 2009. Theres no place like Now. I arise in a dreamy mood. Bad dreams decorated my sleep and pinched me until a 5 (something) am rise opened my eyes. Dreading the early and asking my Lord for more sleep I tossed and turned over my thoughts. Bad girl thoughts of course. For a better choice of words: ungodly thinking. Angry with self for every bad decision ever chosen. After finally winning back some extra rest. Knowing future...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: Daddy Day
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Monday, June 22, 2009. Daddy day., I hear the little tike's screaming from their innocent tongues. That was me year's prior to what my reality is right now. A day in the life of a Daddy's Little Girl. The love for him made me come alive. He was the reason for my strong . I was Lil' LC(Leon . The strength instilled in me being raised by such a stern ass Dad transformed me into who I am today. A feeling I couldn't get . S help to fight. No ma...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: The chronicles of iron horse back riding
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Tuesday, August 25, 2009. The chronicles of iron horse back riding. Iron horse back riding back into my East-Side-Harlem pad. My thoughts of what awaits me yet another un. Night life being the only thing making me move my feet swiftly thru. Monkey bars of a everyday with no expectations of what I would do that day. As I swing away, knowing how I've fallen into such a deep lazy state. Just wanting to hate self. As well as a daily basis?
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: 6/23 thoughts
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Tuesday, August 25, 2009. In the mist of my seemingly always pain-filled writings. I'm unaware if my readers know how much of a Happy Camper I usually am. I'm reading The Secret To Letting Go. And I've discovered my words are my therapy for releasing momentary thoughts. Our brains are made up of so many thoughts. I've trained myself to live in pain. We never actually intentionally hurt ourselves. But in a reality state, we do. So if you jus...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: 6/16/09
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Tuesday, June 16, 2009. So the beginning of the end has really pierced me in the early of another morning. Day 4 of a no answer just a brush ending of a Saturday afternoon angry voice and 3 minuscule emails. Will this become a normal state of being for the two or shall I say 1 1/2 lovers quarrel? I guess. But when will I be able to dump all these old feelings and emotions in the pubilc trashcan on the corner of my street? Hey world visit me...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: Hope
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Tuesday, August 25, 2009. I stare @ a photo of some form of a one night stand. Didn't ever see winning this Freckle Face Guy, over as my Man. My thoughts of him weren't deep @ all. My focus was always the dude with the ball. And no matter how broken I've been in my past. My loyalty will always last. I lay on my lemon colored sheets with a empty feeling in my chest. Wondering who will hold my ♥ upright next. I need to make it all last. As we...
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE...: 10/30/08
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THE GIRL YOU MAY SEE, MAY NOT BE THE GIRL THAT'S ACTUALLY THERE. Monday, June 15, 2009. Kid cuddle with my legs to my belly in bed Another dreadful day running by. My vision showing a ☁y sky of pain over head. The word hysterectomy is placed like a Q-tip into my child-sized ears. Contemplating blocking out the sound. But desperating needing a serious cleaning. Knowing that this is the true problem-solver for my constant internal situation. Feeling like there was a wish I forgot to ask for. Give me a litt...