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Saturday, December 20, 2003. Posted by: shawn / 10:23 PM. Tuesday, December 16, 2003. So the culmination of three years of training all comes down to me passing a six or seven hour test. That test being this saturday makes me a little nervous.I dont feel confident in anything that i have to know. And i have to know a lot of stuff for this test. How can you show three years worth of training , sweat, blood, tears in one small test. Posted by: shawn / 8:36 PM.
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Thursday, December 11, 2003. Posted by: shawn / 9:34 PM. Posted by: shawn / 9:34 PM. Why can't I be happy? Why can't she be happy? Why can't we be happy together? Will it ever work for us? Will we always to differant? Posted by: shawn / 9:29 PM. Monday, December 08, 2003. Lets talk about life. I just don’t know. This is how my morning starts. I know when I get there I w ill start training less and less, and then soon it will completely stop. Then I will have nothing. Posted by: shawn / 10:56 PM.
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Wednesday, September 10, 2003. I started to teach my class this week, and i think that over all it will go very well. Though I have a large aount of special education students, who cant pay attention. But i think that we will get somewhere with it. I have a lot of good kids who are very serious about training, so it will be good. Posted by: shawn / 9:44 PM.
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Monday, September 29, 2003. Alone among friends,. The darkness envelops me,. The future speeds towards me. The past screams away,. Day brings horror,. Night brings fear,. What is this horror, this fear,. Is it a wasted past,. Is it a tortured future,. Is it an unsure life,. I search for solace,. But am constantly thwarted,. When I look inwards,. I no longer find answers,. When I look outward,. Where does this future take me,. What has this past given me,. What do I really have? Posted by: shawn / 8:34 PM.
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Sunday, November 30, 2003. Posted by: shawn / 11:09 PM. Posted by: shawn / 11:05 AM.
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Wednesday, September 03, 2003. As I dream I dream of living, living a life with out love. Without her love, for she is my soulmate. I dream of life without the beauty of her starry eyes, or soft sweet smelling skin. The way her hair shines in the mourning sun, and the joy that fills me as I watch her sleep. I awake in the night with the horrible feeling that she is not there, that she is gone. Desperately I search for her sleeping form, and I find it there next to me. I rest easier then. I get migraines&...
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Saturday, October 11, 2003. I am feeling great today. Good energy, clear head. I realized today how much I miss the old days. I Just don't know anymore. Posted by: shawn / 6:46 PM. Tuesday, October 07, 2003. Posted by: shawn / 7:08 PM.
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Wednesday, September 17, 2003. I stand at the fork in the road. Left or right, which will lead the right way. To one side the path is open and bright as far as I can see. To the other I see only darkness. Do I take the light, always fearing the darkness? Do I take the darkness, and hope for it to strengthen me. Others have been here before me. Do I Follow their well marked path and except the same fate as they. I take nether right or left,. But I move straight ahead. I will walk my own path in life.
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Tuesday, December 30, 2003. Well here we are its new yeares eve day and i have no one to spend it with, and im not going to any parties. What does that for tell for my coming year. i have no goals or set paths. I'm going somewhere, but where it is i dont know. Posted by: shawn / 10:42 PM.