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Through Moonlit Eyes: July 2011
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Sunday, July 31, 2011. I feel so empty right now. So totally depressed. and I think I may know why and it's the stupidest reason. I just. wish I could cry. But I feel trapped in myself. Tears won't come. Thursday, July 21, 2011. How far I've come. I didn't realize how far I've come until that moment. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I am a riddle wrapped in a mystery. To unravel it. all you have to do is ask. View my complete profile.
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Through Moonlit Eyes: June 2010
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Monday, June 21, 2010. I haven't quite put words to all of my thoughts, but I wanted to go ahead and get this started since I won't write anything otherwise. Of course I probably won't anyway. Technically I'm probably thinking too much. My head is kind of spinning. Especially considering how little sleep I've been getting. I need you to know. I'm not through the night. Some days I'm still fighting. To walk towards the light.".
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Through Moonlit Eyes: March 2010
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Friday, March 19, 2010. Senior Camping Trip. It was the middle word that made me balk. Now, I also have to point out that I love rain. It's just so soothing, peaceful, and beautiful. However, I prefer to love rain from inside. Hence, it was with some trepidation that I saw it was raining when we left for the church where we were meeting. As if in answer to prayer, though, it cleared up soon after we got there. But the camping part...
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Saturday, August 6, 2011. I checked and it's impossible. I can't remember the last time I wanted to cry so much. I can't wait till Mar gets here in an hour. It'll help. But this next week is still going to be one of the hardest of my life. And I'm glad no one really reads this blog. I feel so pathetic complaining about things like this. But at least no one will be irritated by it. I hope you feel better soon. Follow me by Email!
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Saturday, August 6, 2011. I needed Moot this year. I was so sure I would be going. I felt in my heart that God would work things out. I thought I felt Him telling me so. But it's not happening. And now I don't know what to do. I just want to curl up and cry. I feel so pathetic. Hugs* I know that feeling - I felt the same way when I missed Moot before. But you will never be unloved, forgotten, or replaced. Ill miss you.
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Through Moonlit Eyes: February 2012
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Friday, February 10, 2012. Scoop of Life, Feb 9. I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. I know right now you can't tell.". I got a new phone recently. It's an android and it's ever so exciting to have it. I feel cool. And it's really handy to have. Especially since my computer battery is corrupted making it impossible to use unless it's plugged in. The phone works as a decent substitute for most things. Lately I've been rather o...
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Through Moonlit Eyes: May 2011
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Monday, May 16, 2011. And Sims 3 is a bit addictive. Sunday, May 15, 2011. I missed five days. Tuesday, May 10, 2011. So much to do today. I hope stress doesn't kill me. I'm really worried about my Financial Aid stuff. I need it to Transfer for this semester, but apparently it's not that easy. I'm not really sure what I'm going to do. Call the office, I guess. Monday, May 9, 2011. Only a few more days. In other news, I really want...
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Through Moonlit Eyes: September 2010
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Saturday, September 11, 2010. So life has changed a lot since my last post. Like, a lot a lot. A lot of it for the better. I'm kind of just blogging because I remembered this blog randomly yesterday. Don't expect it to last. *oops* Most of my journaling has been being done on other sites where I tend to frequent more often. It's now many hours later. A quick trip to Ross turned into going over to my friend's house and hanging ...
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Through Moonlit Eyes: December 2011
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Thursday, December 29, 2011. Even this post is going outside my comfort zone. And I already did that once today with negative results. I just wish sometimes that we never had to change. That we could find our comfort zones and never budge. Sure, it may still be lonely, but at least it's not painful too. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I am a riddle wrapped in a mystery. To unravel it. all you have to do is ask. View my complete profile.
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Through Moonlit Eyes: March 2013
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The musings, thoughts, rants, and life of Blire Daeriel, Bereth en Aduiel. Friday, March 22, 2013. Life is a Flicker. I don't really know why I'm randomly updating here. I guess because I have limited other options for sharing thoughts like this that I don't want all of Facebook to know. I got a message today from one of my best friends. Apparently she and her friend got into a car wreck today. She survived thanks to the airbags with only a few busted ribs, bruises, and a gash on her forehead. I know tha...