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desahogo...: June 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Monday, June 26, 2006. A short and very tardy update. Work = life = really NOT cool no matter how much money you need to make before the end of the summer. Posted by farfromhome @ 8:29 PM. There are days when I struggle to find anything to say about myself. And yet, other times I want to say so much I wouldn't know where to begin :P So what I can say is this - I am a work in progress.
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desahogo...: May 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Monday, May 15, 2006. Posted by farfromhome @ 12:22 AM. Tuesday, May 09, 2006. Defn: Decidophobia - n., fear of making decisions. Today I got offered 2 jobs. And then I wandered around my house bighting my fingernails and wishing I had only been offered ONE job. I know! You’d think by the way I am acting that being offered two jobs was suddenly a bad thing, rather than a good thing.
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desahogo...: September 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Saturday, September 30, 2006. The overflow of disorganized thoughts: part 2 cont'd. I have a lot of trouble accepting God’s grace. But I’m stubborn. I realize all of this, and yet I STILL continue refusing grace, refusing love. My mind somehow cannot communicate all of this to my heart. Well, isn’t part of the very meaning of grace that it is UNDESERVED? That it CAN’T be earned. Do you ever read t...
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desahogo...: August 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Tuesday, August 15, 2006. Sometimes I wish I said the things I don’t;. Sometimes I wish we all would. Sometimes I wish I could see everything through different eyes,. Eyes that aren’t peering through a fog of selfishness, fear, and insecurities. Sometimes I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I don’t even know what I am hoping for. Sometimes I don’t know what is right. Posted by farfromhome @ 12:43 AM.
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desahogo...: March 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Thursday, March 30, 2006. Today, I gave my first injection to a real person. Momentous! Posted by farfromhome @ 9:18 PM. Thursday, March 23, 2006. I call out for that which I refuse. What is in me that blocks the truth from touching my heart? What stone, what concrete, resides in my soul? This wretched, unlovable spec of a thing. I was His once, wasn’t I? When will this end? I am so tired of this!
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desahogo...: July 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Sunday, July 23, 2006. What do you think of when you hear the word home? That comes to your mind? By the definition of most, I. Maybe home is more of a feeling than a place. A feeling I’ve been missing for a long time. Last summer, I was having a conversation about a little of this with a friend who’s alcoholic father is abusive and who’s family life is rough to say the least. I asked him what...
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desahogo...: April 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Sunday, April 23, 2006. Somebody gave me a hug today. Hugsthey are ALWAYS welcomed, often needed, though rarely asked for. Posted by farfromhome @ 2:48 AM. Thursday, April 20, 2006. Exams Only 3 more to go. Posted by farfromhome @ 10:58 PM. Monday, April 17, 2006. This morning I woke up early and drove out into the country to see the sun rise. Posted by farfromhome @ 12:53 AM. By refusing God's gr...
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desahogo...: February 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Monday, February 27, 2006. I have discovered a pet peeve. You know what REALLY bugs me? People who say, I’ll pray for you . (That sounds really bad and wrong, doesn’t it? I will elaborate.). Pray for them but they just SAY it. It bothers me SO much! Would you not love them more each time you prayed for them? Would your actions not convey to them that you care about them? To say to someone I’ll pra...
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desahogo...: January 2006
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An attempt at putting my random thoughts, and other things, into words.and just get some stuff off my chest. Saturday, January 28, 2006. NOTHING this world can even change. What can seperate us from the love of Jesus Christ? Nothing this world can even change. Longing" = good song by Jeremy Camp. Posted by farfromhome @ 11:44 AM. Hahain a strange way I guess I did sorta get a kick in the pants :). Why would I even WANT to try? Why do I not accept His invitation to come as I am? What am I so afraid of?